To say that 2024 has been a tumultuous year would be an understatement.
To be honest, it was quiet primarily for me (on the surface), but baby…
Underneath it all, my spirit was in shambles.
I consider myself to be very spiritually sensitive and my senses have been in a way for a bit now.
But something has subtly changed recently and, I figured it would be apropos to do what I do best.
Bitch about it for the world to see.
Let’s get it.
But first, 2020…
In order to tell this story right, I have to begin with 2020.
Back in the first 2 weeks of the year, I was recuperating from surgery at home.
I distinctly remember the day (and the event), as there are times in your life that become singed in your memory for perpetuity.
This was one of them.
I was taking out some trash and, as I closed the back door, I was hit with a feeling.
This was a feeling I had never experienced in life before and it has been really hard to describe it in a way that gives it justice, but I’ll try.
I’ve felt fear in life before.
I have (sadly) been in situations where my own life was in real jeopardy.
I know that feeling of fleeting acknowledgment when you realize you may be living your last moment.
I have most certainly felt dread.
None of that compared to this.
This was something overwhelming, almost nauseatingly, that dropped heavily into the pits of my soul.
This event stopped me in my tracks and caused me almost immediately to say, “What just happened”?
I remember something speaking to my spirit, saying that there has been a “shift.”
There was no one home and the voice wasn’t anything audible (no, your girl wasn’t crazy or drunk).
But, as disquieting as this event was, I knew what I felt was real and bigger than myself.
And Then We Changed
In the months and years that followed, I slowly began to understand what that “shift” was.
It wasn’t Covid, although it certainly played a part.
It was the collective change of the spiritual condition of humanity.
It was everyone.
Prior to that moment in 2020, I believed that people were in a generally good place from a spiritual standpoint.
Despite all of the turmoil that existed, humanity’s status was collectively good.
There was an unspoken social contract that most of us would do the right things when confronted with the choice.
Most of us would stand in the gap for those who were weaker, more vulnerable, needed protection.
On that day in January of 2020, I became acutely aware that the contract had expired.
And I felt it.
For the last 4 years, I’ve seen this play out in the degradation of humanity in ways I never imagined I would live to see.
It’s not to say these things never existed.
But its scale and widespread levels are something that has never existed before.
And, I prepared for the worse, trying to figure out escape plans like so many who see what I see but may not understand (or even know) what all of it means on the spiritual plane.
Hell, I started this blog partly because of it.
To connect with those who “get it” and as an outlet.
2025, What’s Up?
I feel we have entered into a new “season,” and I have a new spiritual sense of what is to come.
Lately, the feelings of “deep loss” that I’ve felt since 2020 (that’s the best way I can use to describe it) have somewhat moved into the background.
What has come to the foreground is a sense that there will be a lot of change.
Not the run-of the-mill stuff.
I’m talking the “oh sh*t, we’ve never seen anything like this” type of change.
I’m getting the sense that, en masse, humanity is in for a season of transformation; the likes have never been experienced before.
I will go into this more on my TikTok channel and update it with more videos as I get more clarity.
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Anywhoo, I’m curious to know what you’re feeling about the upcoming season we are heading into.
Leave a comment below and let me know your thoughts!
Indulge me in all the woo-woo.
I like that stuff.
Here’s to 2025 and all that’s coming.
Buckle up, Buttercup!